A stage of your life where you were very disconnected from yourself is playing havoc in your present life I feel mercury retrograde brought back an issue from the past that clearly wasn’t dealt with back then.
If you are not connected to your higher-self you ARE connected to your lower-self and that’s what’s caused you all this “ drama “ your currently enduring.
This drama no doubts involves a sexual relationship with another person that somebody NOW regrets wholeheartedly .
Somebody here suppressed their true emotion for another and allowed themselves to be seduced by a third-party, so all this SEX and CHEATING on another person HAS come back to bite somebody when THEY least expected but that’s KARMA for you 😏.
This SCANDAL seems to be common knowledge now and there is a lot of people talking about this which is embarrassing I’m sure but you’ve put yourself in this position to be burdened, your sexual activity and ego has put YOU in this position and it’s a lot to “hold onto to” but it’s your PRIDE that makes you hold on so clearly holding onto pride and ego that always costs us more in the long run.
This is a immature outlook somebody sports on a daily basis I’ve heard “ same shit different day” so nothing is healed within this person and there’s a refusal to change because they’re ego is saying ” hold on “.
Your Spirit guides are showing up here because your not excepting the reality you are in, your looking straight at it, you see it, but NON COMPRENDRE attitude towards it . I feel is causing a lot of frustration with your guides towards you with 9 of wands in reverse your been told to GIVE UP THIS STANCE this way of life your repeating and NOT changing.
There’s an Empress in this mix ( Taurus/Libra) energy and she is a blessing when she shows up in a reading but she has her back turned to that 9 of wands in reverse because that type of energy/person she won’t tolerate although she’s somebody who loves unconditional she’s also the queen of swords she won’t put up with anybody’s BS because she knows her worth and doesn’t suffer fools gladly!
She’s loving and kind and somebody here clearly needs to be in a more loving , caring and nurturing energy as that’s what brings us the most abundance in life she masters ABUNDANCE and that I feel comes in quick somebody is arriving to a new place very quick ( knight of swords) commitment IS on somebody mind with a focus on family matters and actually creating a family we ALSO have the empress + ace of wand together = pregnancy, the Empress alone can stand for this so if it’s something you don’t want you know what you should do THIS time around!
I want to ask have you learned the lesson you needed to learn with all this drama and sexual scandals which absolutely could talk about a past pregnancy resulting from the CHEATING on a third party? To much focus on sexual matters and NOT love/home/family has you in this very position today, have you learned or will you repeat?