The Divine wishes to bless somebody here with two beautiful new beginnings but this soul is beyond lost and deeply troubled. Our souls can fragment due to many reasons trauma is one but witchcraft is the other! One sure thing if we don’t do the soul work and fix ourselves we can be lost forever in this matrix consumed by 3D things of drink, sex and drugs I guess anything to escape the pain but why escape it if we can mend it. Shadow work is screaming to be done as somebody isn’t in a good place it’s a very bleak and dark with negative thoughts of self and the life they are living.
Not feeling worthy of a better life is the main issue as doubts and not feeling like you can achieve whatever it is that you want seem to be the only conclusion somebody has reached.
Wanting to hide than be seen is evident.
Sacral wounding needs to be looked at because longing and wishing for something doesn’t always bring it into our reality.
A good hard look at your life, the trauma you’ve experienced and how you’ve allowed all that to change you.
Behavioral issues are effecting your day to day life, escapism of any kind only adds more pain it WILL never take it away just a short term numbing of your current reality.
A truth of some kind NEEDS to be communicated and a cutting of ties, use that ace of sword to cut and remove whatever is stunting your growth the Divine will never give us new opportunities without doing the work so it’s time to do the work.
Hard work is required at the 8 of pentacles but that only leads to financial freedom and to be independent of everyone and everything having the ace also means you WILL have stability and a stable new start but like everything in life we’ve got to work hard on our dreams the Divine doesn’t put silver spoons in anybody’s mouth, they will have endured a lot to get where they are unless their thief’s who steal off others and except handouts and leg up’s it’s something he doesn’t personally do or recommend for that matter.
To much watching/stalking of another when YOU and your life should be your number one focus, if you worked on those issues it would raise your self esteem and your self worth then there be no need to be looking at somebody’s lane because your OWN would be prosperous enough ( feeling envy) again nobody needs that energy within it never adds to life only takes away from it.
Deep regrets over a past decision either you or somebody walked away clearly this separation IS effecting you deeply heal the hurt this has caused and focus on you so you can have these two wonderful beginnings!